“Smile from the heart. When you laugh, mean it. Don’t fake it, I can tell. You’ve been faking it for the past three years.” She’s right. I’ve been stuck in a rut, and every time I feel as though I’m getting out of it, I seem to slip right in. I crave positivity as I drown in this ocean of negativity. I want to find support, but instead find those who pretend to care to mask their personal vendettas. I deserve better than this.